When it rains

i'm sad..idk if weather and rain have anything to do with the fact that i miss you..But yeah i do.. i'm not gonna talk about you though..
Growing up is the most amazing gift but also curse to me.. as the years pass by i can clearly see that life is short.. i wanna travel and i wanna do a lot of things before i die.. i refuse to loose my best friends or let them go.. eventually i know that we gonna loose touch..Not because we don't love each other but we all have to choose our path and ''deal'' with our destiny,make families etc.
So from now on everytime it rains i'll always remember the people that i love wherever they would be in this world..when it rains i'll always hope for a bright future..for better and happier days..i'll always hope that one day i will live the rest of my life with my loved ones..When it rains i promise  God that i'll try and be a better person.. i'll try to fight everything and follow my dreams.. i'll try to appreciate my bad choices and those who hurt me in the past..when it rains everything seems different.. when it rains life is like a fairytale...