It's a bright/dark life

I know how it feels to be heart broken.. i've been there so many times now.. i've been there when i lost all of my friends,when i lost my grandma,when i lost a lot of things.. maybe that's the reason why i have monophobia.. I feel that i'm always gonna be alone and no one will ever understand me... Imagine a high mountain and a tiny human trying to climb it... that is how i feel right now.. Those feelings and fears will never go away.. I don't know if it is my fault .. the only thing i know is pain.. Wrong choices, bad experiences that will always haunt me. No hope ...
And yet in this whole situation I fight again.Thanks to my amazing family and friends. They can make me feel strong and stand up for myself no matter what. They will always support me and i'm sincerely glad. I can fight the darkness.. I can remove all the black pieces and replace them with white ones.. But that's not the meaning of life isn't it ? You are supposed to be a better person and not give up.. learn from your mistakes,life goes on and we have to leave it... '' Life is like a piano.. the white keys represent happiness,the black keys show sadness..but as you go through life's journey,remember that the black keys make music too''