Do you ever get that feeling when you wish you were never born? Well that's me 24/7. It's not just a face or an act to be accepted at this 'mainstream' generation. It's simply the truth that most people don't know about me and i wanna be honest just for once.
I wish i was never here in this cruel world. I wish i was able to travel back in time and stop my moms decision to keep me. I don't wanna sound dramatic or anything i just wanna be able to understand why ? Why can't i choose not to be born the way my mom chose to have me? Why do i have to be such a mess everyday ? And no happiness it's not just a choice when you have to deal with serious situations like me. Why do i have to deal with illness and lost all my life?Yeah i get that that's how things work but i do not wish to be a part of this crazy train anymore ! Of course i am not thinking about suicide!
I don't have the power to keep fighting all the demons. I wanna be free and i shall be one day. I won't have agony about anything anymore. I don't know if there's an after life or whatever,i just only know one thing; i wish i was never here on this planet,this unfair world.
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