It's summer time... and of course i feel sad each and every day.. i can't really explain that cause i have everything i ever wanted.. i have amazing friends by my side and everything seems to be working out how it's supposed to.. but still i'm scared.. i'm scared that i could never be happy in the future and misery will always be my best friend even though that's not true.. i know i have to appreciate life more and not be skeptic about everything.. But that's exactly the point.. you could never be happy.. you always want more.. it's in our nature to not be satisfied with anything.And even though i have amazing people by my side i still miss him a lot.. i will always do.. You know that feeling when you miss someone too much,then your heart starts breaking in to little pieces cause you can't really have him...cause he treated you like sh*t but you still love him with all your heart and you'll always do.. At this point of my life i feel confused and i'm not sure about anything...The only thing that i know is that i miss you darling.. i will always miss you... i will always love you.. you are my summertime sadness..
